Not Even Once

 

Here I am, 
waiting to be loved by someone
like you who never lay an eye on me...
not even once.

Unrequited love is like a star glitteting in the vast evening sky. It's beauty is distant and unreachable that you can only gaze from afar. 

Farthest

 If I could reach the farthest part 

of your heart to win your love back...

I would never let any hurdle 

 block my way.

We can do anything and everything in the name of love.  If you truly, madly, and deeply in love with someone, surrendering is not an option. No matter how hard things can get, it's always worth giving it all just to win back the love of your life.

Reason

 

You let go of me not because

I am not worthy of your love

but because I deserve more than 

what you can give... 

There are a million reasons why two people fall out of love and drift apart. It's never easy to let go and move on with a broken heart. It's a long and painful process and sometimes, wounds get deeper in time that forgetting is even harder. 

What is Adenomyosis?

In order to fully understand the term Adenomyosis, let's take my case for example. Eight years ago, I was diagnosed with this condition. This is the result of my ultrasound dated June 28, 2014. Since it was an illness I had, long time before my menopause finally hit me, it's better to share the experience with women like me, married or single.

 

MYE DOMAIN ENTRY

July 6, 2014

If I remember it right, I've never had abnormal menstrual flow. My monthly period comes on a regular basis but last month, I experienced prolonged menstrual bleeding. I felt so apprehensive that's why, on the eve of my birthday, I have to see an OB-Gyne for consultation.
 
Since my former OB is now in Canada, my records are being turned over to Dra. Joanne V. Legaspi. She's also affiliated with The Medical City and Ardi Health Care Center. Dra. Legaspi advised me to undergo TVS (Transvaginal Ultrasound) for an accurate diagnosis of my condition.

I took the ultrasound immediately. Thanks to my hubby who's always willing to accompany me in times like this.


DIAGNOSIS:

• NORMAL SIZED RETROVERTED UTERUS MILD ADENOMYOSIS
• THIN ENDOMETRIUM
• NORMAL RIGHT OVARY
• CYSTIC FOLLICLE, LEFT
• NO FLUID IN THE CUL DE SAC

I've been diagnosed with mild Adenomyosis. I had it long before my second childbirth but, I didn't feel any discomfort until I had this symptom of prolonged menstrual flow.

Opening Prayer On Lizette's Debut 2013

MYE DOMAIN ENTRY

December 4, 2013

Every milestone in life is a remarkable event... an occasion to celebrate and be grateful for. Nothing is worthier than appreciating God's blessings and praising Him everyday. Either in joy or sorrow, we close our eyes... kneel down to ask for guidance, and utter our intentions.

The most anticipated day has come. November 16, 2013, marked the 18th birthday of my daughter.

As we shared a momentous night in her life, we offered a prayer to ask for the Holy Spirit to come upon us and bowed our heads in God's divine presence.

Claire Dave Ellis

The opening prayer was delivered by:

Claire Dave Ellis Magos, a younger cousin of our debutante, currently in 7^th Grade at La Immaculada Concepcion School. Their closeness goes beyond being cousins because Lizette treats her like a baby sister.

THE OPENING PRAYER

"GOD of all creation, worthy of our praise, we are grateful for Your presence in this evening’s celebration of life. We thank You for this opportunity in bringing us together and share a glorious event that marks the 18^th birthday of LIZETTE.

Oh Heavenly Father, You are the source of all our strength. May you bestow upon us Your Divine Grace. May You bring forth success in this night’s activities and guide us as we partake in this festive occasion.

All of us here tonight share the same prayer for LIZETTE, that she may achieve her dreams and aspirations in life. That God will grant her the realization of her heart’s desires and blessed her with abundance... may it be financial or spiritual.

May our Loving and Generous God, offer her the virtue of kindness, patience, honesty, understanding, perseverance and all the goodness that may be pleasing to others and most especially, to Your holiness.

We thank You for giving her 18 years of blissful yet challenging years. As she enters another fruitful phase in life, guide her way leading to the righteous path and protect her against imperfections that may hinder success and true happiness.

We praise You, Lord for surrounding her with love from family, relatives, and friends. Their presence in her life makes the person she is now. They are the wind beneath her wings. They will always be there to support and direct her journey through life. 

Tonight, we ask for Your ever-gracious hand to bless every gift to be offered and sanctify every wish to be uttered.

Almighty God, fill our hearts with Your love, faithfulness, and mercy as we gather in Your Name and bless the meal that we will share in this joyful evening.

We entrust all our prayers unto You in the name of our Lord, Jesus Christ, AMEN."

Kiko's First Visit to the Dentist

MYE DOMAIN

July 29, 2014

I guess, everyone had experienced a disturbing toothache. This condition is so annoying that we can hardly endure the terrible pain it caused. How much more if a 5-year old kid suffers from this unbearable soreness?

Kiko's First Visit to the Dentist

Kiko has been complaining about a recurring pain in his decayed right molar. Brushing his teeth and taking paracetamol somehow gave him temporary relief. The pain persisted and kept him up for two consecutive nights. My husband and I encouraged him to visit the dentist to check on his aching tooth and he agreed.

July 27, Sunday morning was Kiko's first visit to the dentist. I knew he was a little apprehensive but Doc Ric's warm and friendly approach made Kiko very comfortable.

I thought he's not yet ready to sit on a dental chair but I underestimated the braveness of this young kiddo. He's cooperative that's why Doc Ric was able to perform two temporary fillings successfully with less effort than usual for a toddler his age.

No tooth extraction was advised because it's too pre-mature for the removal of a baby tooth that will guide the permanent to come out in due time.

My Daily Routine

MYE DOMAIN

February 25,  2013 

Waking up with a list of tasks to undertake

has become a daily routine.

These must be performed

otherwise... everything will pile up

and if chores accumulate...

the BIG "S" (stress) will take over my system

and my asthma attacks will follow.

This is a chain reaction and I have no

other better alternative but

to get things done and over with.

My workplace starts in the bedroom,

then in the kitchen, dining, living, bathroom

practically.. all around the house
or even out like in the bank, supermarket, and drugstore.
I still have online activities
that need my attention as well.

FIRST things first... prioritize...

Be organized

PATIENCE 

overcome hassles

ignore tiredness

and before I know it...

MISSION accomplished !!!

TOMORROW

is another tiring but rewarding day.

I can hardly wait for
WEEKENDS
to come.
Oh! It may be time to have a break
but laundry is waiting for me.

Being a mom 24/7 is not only tiring but stressful. Getting the house chores done is no joke but at the end of the day, this demanding role will give you a sense of fulfillment. It's challenging yet rewarding at the same time.

GOD Almighty

 

We have our mind to acquire 

and share knowledge

We can only discover, invent, innovate

We can only utilize the resources available... 

tangible or not

We can only do our best...

our abilities have limitations

We can survive if we have the determination

We can fail if we 

don't believe in our own strength

We can make something 

out of nothing

But we can never 

SURPASS 

the

 POWER

of the 

ONLY SUPREME BEING... 

our 

GOD ALMIGHTY.

Kiko's Abstract Creations

MYE DOMAIN

December 7, 2014

These are some of Kiko's abstract creations. His love for drawing using crayons is just fascinating. Almost everyday, he would get his sketch pad and starts to do random designs. He draws outline of any shape then fills them up with various colors.

His love for art mainly focuses on colors. he even asked me to give him a present this coming Christmas. He wishes to have 96-colored Crayola crayons. He wants different shades. More crayons mean more colorful art pieces like these.

Heart Hearty Heart

Monster L

Candy House

He even provides titles for his artworks so, I have to document this little milestone of this little artist of mine. Maybe, 10 years from now, he will be interested in reading my blog posts about him and take him to a nostalgic recollection of his childhood.

"Song Cover: Walang Hanggang Paalam By DANLOURD"

"WALANG HANGGANG PAALAM"

A Joey Ayala Original

Song Cover By Danlourd De Asis

Di ba tayo'y narito

Upang maging malaya

At upang palayain ang iba

Ako'y walang hinihiling

Ika'y tila ganoon din

Sadya'y palayain ang isa't-isa

Ang pagibig natin ay

Walang hanggang paalam

At habang magkalayo

Papalapit pa rin ang puso

Kahit na magkahiwalay

Tayo'y magkasama

Sa magkabilang dulo ng mundo

Ang bawat simula ay

Siya ring katapusan

May patutunguhan ba

Ang ating pagsinta

Sa biglang tingin

Kita'y walang kinabukasan

Subalit di-malupig ang pag-asa

Ang pagibig natin ay

Walang hanggang paalam

At habang magkalayo

Papalapit pa rin ang puso

Kahit na magkahiwalay

Tayo'y magkasama

Sa magkabilang dulo ng mundo

Ang pagibig natin ay

Walang hanggang paalam

At habang magkalayo

Papalapit pa rin ang puso

Kahit na magkahiwalay

Tayo'y magkasama

Sa magkabilang dulo ng mundo

Sa magkabilang dulo ng mundo oh